Growing Numb

Growing distant?
Wish you were non-existent?
Love ones disappointed,
Because you become isolated?
Are you covered in scars,
Feeling like you are behind bars?
Do you feel like leaving your bed,
Or would you rather wake up dead?
Do you cry yourself to sleep,
Instead of counting sheep?
Do you have any self love,
Or do you find yourself undeserving of?
Do you want to live?
Will you fight to survive?

-Khushi Kaul