Hallucinatory Thread Survivor

Thinking about an imaginary scenario
Lost in deep thoughts he exists
In the world of day dream they say
Which infact is just his sole reason
To fight against all pessimism inside
Irrespective of another person's
Point of view, he lived virtually
In his own world, smiling and laughing
Earning all he was unable to get
In real life, all things which
Were deprived from him
He kept dreaming ignoring all
Disrespectful ideas about him
Given by narcissists themselves.

The only reason why he is still
Attached to the world is coz
He knows if he left all that would
Remember would be him in other's world
No matter how much he did for pleasing
All that will be remembered is
Their scorn towards what
They thought was real him
No even trying to analyze truth
So he though "I shouldn't leave now
Leaving now will only make me a fool
I should hold on tight
Only then can I prove them wrong
Only then will they understand me"
Now he got more reasons to hold on
Not wanting to be just a laughing stock
In memories of people who knows him.

So he decided to stay here
Grabbing a tight hold of the
Non-existent thread praying it won't break
When he lives there the only
Time when reality kicks in is
When he gets embarrassed of
How far different his real life is
Wondering if anyone can see through
Wondering what would they think
If they could hear or see his dream
But that is not going to stop
His happiness of dreaming
He sill keeps holding on like a koala
For his dear dream the only hope
Wishing it could be his reality one day
He keeps on dreaming without an end.

-Khushi Kaul