Emotionless

The dark black world,
With people thoughts curled,
Blankness in my head,
Speaking lies to tangled thread,
Where are you? I wonder,
My blinking attender,
A hand giver in my hard life,
But also an emotional creature in my hard world,
Gives faith,
Takes pain,
Pushes away,
Holds tight,
Don't know, you good or bad,
Don't know, in heart or mind,
An invisible soul,
In a deep dark hole,
I believe in you subconsciously,
See the world,
Sad tears painfully,
Wherever you are,
Wherever I am,
People hope you exist,
No matter in what form, you just exist.
Our last hope is you,
Our first happiness is you,
We celebrate you,
We pray you,
But do you really exist?
Have we seen you living?
No,
Do you have emotions?
Are you one of us?
Don't know, Where are you?
I wonder My blinking attender........

-Khushi Kaul