The Unresolved Battle: Mind vs. Soul

The tiff between my mind and soul
Will it end? I ask myself,
I wish to follow my head completely,
But to ignore my heart is impossible,
How long, have I considered this a weakness?
I am not strong, I am not tough-headed.
Too focused on discriminating my mind,
I failed to look from a different sight.

My heart proofs to be stronger everytime.
Why can't I accept what the heart wants?
Am I a coward?
What the heart wants, do scare me sometimes.
It's boldness intimidates me,
What's worse than being ashamed of what my heart desires?
When will I be brave enough to listen to the heart?
When will I have the courage to face it?
My head proofs to be my comfort zone.
Although this tiff is never ending.

-Khushi Kaul