Never had the courage

I've dialed your number, half a thousand times.
Hoping just to hear your voice on the other line.
I never had the courage to finally make that call.
I've been missing you so much,
Have you been missing me at all?
I need you here now,
more than ever before.
Cause if you're not by my side,
then tell me what is worth living for?
I never had the courage to tell you how I feel.
But honestly, I've always loved you
and I promise I always will.

-Khushi Kaul